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Memories that were left behind...
My pals;

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Welcome;


Monday, September 13, 2004

wake up sooo early today (11 plus ) .. thot can slp more on Sun zZz .. went to get my shirt and den rush to bin's hse to do the IISO project.. it has been a while since i play wif models and all those clay stuffs.. argh..tedious man.. darren left first and follow by emmanuel at abt 4 plus or 5.. cong came at abt 7 ( along wif his gf) and left at abt 10 ? .. ate quite a bit today.. *burp* nice dinner prepared by bin's mum ^^ help me thanks ur mum once again man bin.. luv ur mum.. still got sandwich for supper (^o^) hoho heard tons of complaint from bin's mum abt bin.. lol know so many things which i dun know muhahah = ) wah sian..though it seems tt our project is simple by it did take us quite a while to do .. zzz...rush through my reflection for CMSY.. ong hong and me stayed till bout 12 doing the project (thanks to bin's mum for reminding us ) ..but still bus off service already .. no choice.. taxi was the only option.. wah spend quite a bit today liao .. T.T .. hope that everything can be done by tmr and turns out well too .. gonna wake up early tmr... still got to prepare presentation and touch up.. wah very packed this week .. econs... comm skill... iiso .. cmsy... !!! o .O

All the best to u pal.. u know what i mean.. gif it a shot.. no matter what happens.. at least u tried... = )

:+:+:+: * What can I do, to make you mine. Falling so hard so fast this time. What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? * :+:+:+:


:+:+:Dreamt by me:+:+:
|| 2:38 AM

One night a man had a dream.
he dreamed that he was walking along
the beach with the LORD.

across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
for each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

when the last scene of his life
flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints
in the sand.

he noticed that many times
along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.

he also noticed that it happened
at the very lowest and saddest times
in his life.

this really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
but I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints. 
i  don't understand why when 
i needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:
"my son, my precious child,
i love you and i would never leave you.
during your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."