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Monday, December 13, 2004

dota Freak is what i realised I am turning into >.< getting pretty obesessed wif it ... damn.. perharps this is also one of the reason tt i haf isolated my blog for quite a while lol...
Omg history is repeating itself agn... I'm engaging in the lan stuff agn.. wth.. and also... more pool.. =.=! Finding quite hard to haf time for tutorials assigments agn.. zzz Does it sound rather absurd when i say i am fitting better into a new group of frens as compared to some whom i haf been together for quite a long period of time... o.O? craps. It doesnt really matter what u do tt makes a trip fun but how comfortable u are along the trip... hmmm ?
No point pondering so much abt "it", mabbe its nt worth it... face it.. chi xing jue dui >.< frens, play study, eat, slp =D This is soooooo much betta... hope life goes on better...

:+:+:Dreamt by me:+:+:
|| 8:26 AM

One night a man had a dream.
he dreamed that he was walking along
the beach with the LORD.

across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
for each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

when the last scene of his life
flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints
in the sand.

he noticed that many times
along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.

he also noticed that it happened
at the very lowest and saddest times
in his life.

this really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
but I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
i don't understand why when
i needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:
"my son, my precious child,
i love you and i would never leave you.
during your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."